Hunter
© 2004 Shelly

With one light on in one room
I know you're up when I get home
With one small step upon the stair
I know your look when I get there

Amy pulled up into the driveway and gazed up at the house. Muttering to herself she climbed out of the car. The light shining through the living room window meant that Matt was up. She made her way up the rest of the driveway and up the front steps. Before she even entered the house she could see the scowl Matt would have on his face when she entered.

If you were a king up there on your throne
Would you be wise enough to let me go
For this queen you think you own
Wants to be a hunter again
Wants to see the world alone again
To take a chance on life again
So let me go

Amy bit her lip as she rummaged through her bag for her keys. She knew she should just turn around and leave, but she just couldn't. All she wanted was to be free, but she couldn't bring herself to tell Matt.

The unread book and painful look
The tv's on, the sound is down
One long pause
Then you begin
Oh look what the cat's brought in

She entered the living room and saw the open book on the coffee table. Matt stood glaring at her from beside his favorite eay chair. The TV flashed, silently throwing colors on the floor. Matt eyed her for a long while. Amy flinched as she dared to meet his eyes, which were shooting daggers in her direction.

"Look what the cat dragged in," he said finally. "Where the hell have you been? It's almost three in the morning!"

If you were a king up there on your throne
Would you be wise enough to let me go
For this queen you think you own
Wants to be a hunter again
Wants to see the world alone again
To take a chance on life again
So let me go

"Out," Amy replied setting her bag down on the couch. "Just out with the girls." She wanted to badly to add something to that, but she didn't have the heart to hurt Matt.

For the crown you've placed upon my head
Feels too heavy now

Matt began a tirade and she stood there, her shoulders slumped in defeat. The weight of their relationship was taking its toll on her mentally and physically. "Why do you need to go out all of the time," Matt asked.

"Just to have fun," Amy replied softly, not wanting to meet his gaze.

Matt moved closer to her. "I just worry about you," he said enveloping her in his muscular arms. "You understand, right?"

And I don't know what to say to you
But I'll smile anyhow
And all the time I'm thinking, thinking
I want to be a hunter again
Want to see the world alone again
To take a chance on life again
So let me go
Let me leave

She forced a smile and nodded, but deep down she longed to be free. With a sigh she found her voice and pushed Matt away. "Matt," she said softly. "I want to leave."

"But you just got home," Matt replied.

"This isn't working for me," she said. "I don't want to be in this relationship anymore. I'm sorry." With that she went upstairs and packed her bags.

Lyrics courtesy of the Dido song Hunter from the No Angel album.

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